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Posted on 2007-06-28
29 this August.
Have i done anything for the last 10 years that i can be proud of?
None.
Will i live the next 10 years as aimless and directionless as the last 10?
I scare myself sometimes.
I'm alive.
But why am i not trying hard to live?
So many thoughts in my head.
This throbbing pain behind my right eye is killing me.
I should take some meds, get myself drowsy and curl up in bed.
Being awake is dreadful these days.
